cabin fever

Well after cleaning all day yesterday and doing the washing, today the house looks the same. Thats my life same shit different day. Sometimes I get so down that I am wasting my life just being a maid for the family and that they really dont appreciate what I do for them at all.
But thats because its winter and I do get cabin fever by the end of it. I rang the diggers club yesterday and my order should be here in about a week. Now when the hot house is finally finished I will be able to get outside and start my seedlings off for the spring planting. Then that feeling of inadequence will hopefully go away. I know I'm being silly but I am allowed to be.
Nancy came by yesterday will her quilting and it looked fantastic. So Heather if your reading this hello and well done you have taught her really well.